Dear Hearts,
I sat on my meditation couch this morning itching to dig into the day’s affairs.
Breathing through the pressure, I felt the energy of my body pumping, my haunches poised like a runner at the start line, waiting for the signal to bolt. By grace, I mustered a bit of patience. The will to stay and the desire to listen eased my racing mind. I slipped into heart… into contemplation, seeking to meet Him there, seeking to hear His Voice assure me. I wanted Him to say it was alright and okay for MaryBeth to take time on such a busy day. Such a busy day is my modus operandi.
Suddenly I felt pain. I had the thought of leaving him, a thought to run, to place everything and everyone before our love. Then, a blessed turnaround, I heard myself returning the words He had said to me when I had been lost in fear.
I Will Not Forsake You, Jesus
I will not forsake You,
I will not abandon You,
I will not leave You comfortless.
You have proved your faithfulness,
my life, the wondrous flow of miracles,
my heart dipped in so many of your wines.
I am living proof of alchemy!
How many of my tears have become lilies?
How many of my wounds words of strength?
The clay of this human heart is saturated,
intoxicated in the cup of your Love.
I will not leave you, Jess for this world,
but give the world to You and Grandpoppi
Whose Fervency became human-Being;
Whose Generosity prepared my heart as mansion
for a Grand Love here in the midst of the world.
He has never failed to fulfill my Desire.
He has raised me from a child to know…
I have inherited His Self.
No,
Where would I go?
Who would I be?
Hear me Jess.
I love You.
I will not abandon You.
I am with You forever,
just as I am with my own Life.
Remember
You are invited to an ACIM Zoom meeting with MaryBeth
When: October7, 7:30 PM to 9 ish Eastern Time (US and Canada)
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Another thing…
I love you,
MaryBeth
